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I've reverted to the pre-tablet and PS days and have used this lovely base by :iconsniickers: in MS Paint.

Now I realize why I love PS so much...but its nice to go back to the simplicity of MS Paint every now and again.

I luvs me my music...I just WISH I had headphones that badass...-3-

I F*cking Hate This Town

Sun Nov 8, 2009, 1:02 AM
  • Mood: Shitty
I hate Beaumont, California.

Unfortunately, my mom moved us here when I was in 4th grade. I don't know what drew her to this little bum-fuck-egypt town with NOTHING to do and almost NO good people in it. Its just a bunch of BORING, OLD, STUPID SHITHOLES that make me wanna rip my eyeballs out of my sockets I'm so bored with everything. (oh, in case you haven't already noticed, I'm ranting in this one.)

I was just looking up the high school I WOULD'VE gone to if my mom had never moved us. San Mateo High. It has LOCKERS. It's INDOORS. With HALLWAYS AND STAIRS. School starts at EIGHT O'CLOCK. LIKE A NORMAL HIGH SCHOOL SHOULD. Not fucking 7:30 LIKE BEAUMONT HIGH. And, its FUCKING BEAUTIFUL too. I wanna scream it's so much better than where I am.

Now, don't get me wrong, I love the friends I've made at BHS. I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world. But I just have been feeling like I could be, SHOULD BE doing so much more with my adolecence than sitting around, TRYING TO LIVE in that piece-of-crap, town. I mean, these are supposed to be the most memorable, fun times in my life, right? Than why are most of my memories here about sitting on my ass, bored out of my mind, with NOTHING TO DO AND NOWHERE TO GO. I'm 16-years-old for God's sake and I've NEVER KISSED A BOY. I'M WASTEING MY LIFE. And I'm so goddamn sick if it I wanna SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAMMMM!!!!

God...I wish I could change things...but I can't. Beaumont's not my home. But San Diego (where my dad lives) isn't my home either. I belong in Northern California. Where I was raised. I can't wait to get the fuck out of here, but I don't want to leave after I've wasted my last 2 years at this school. I wanna leave NOW and LIVE FOR ONCE.

Jesus...sorry you guys...I've just been feeling really shitty lately about my future and stuff...I have no idea what I'm going to be doing with my life 10 or even 5 years from now so I'm just thinking I need some peace of mind and normalcy right now so maybe I can get on the right track.

Thanks for listening.
Michelle.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: California
  • Interests: I LOVE ANIME AND TMNT!! harry potter too...i know i'm a total nerd...but i luv them anyway!
  • Favourite movie: um...not sure...im not very judgemental but i really like "Bruce Almighty" and "Liar
  • Favourite band or musician: anything i can sing along with. but not death metal...that just gives me a headache
  • Favourite genre of music: see favorite band or musician
  • Favourite poet or writer: my fav writers are JK Rowling, Stephanie Meyer, and Hiroumu Arakawa (FMA)
  • Shell of choice: TURTLE SHELL OF COURSE!! jk i dont know what the hell a "shell" in this situation is...
  • Favourite cartoon character: Raphael, Leonardo, Donatello, and Michaelangelo!!
  • Personal Quote: "YEW PERV!!" or "Sometimes you gotta be insane to stay sane in this insane world.&quo
  • Tools of the Trade: Good manga, Good book, a pen a pencil, notebook, and some GREAT INSPIRATION!!

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:iconkerothehetetic:
Thanks so much for the watch!!! =3= :heart:

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I am.... an artist ._. that is all...

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:iconamyanime:
you're very welcome!! Thanks for being awesome! :D

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A true interaction between my Dad and my youngest brother, Chris (4 yrs old).

Chris: Dad?
Dad: *watching baseball* What?
C: I need help.
D: With what?
C: I can't fit this skittle in my ear.

GOD DAMMIT CHRIS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :lmao:
:iconanzabelle:
thanks for the fav
:iconamyanime:
You're welcome! :D

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A true interaction between my Dad and my youngest brother, Chris (4 yrs old).

Chris: Dad?
Dad: *watching baseball* What?
C: I need help.
D: With what?
C: I can't fit this skittle in my ear.

GOD DAMMIT CHRIS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :lmao:
:iconpimpypants:
And thanks for the watch, darlin'!

:heart::heart::heart:

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:tmnt1: :tmnt2: Be EXCELLENT to each other! And PARTY ON, DUDES! :tmnt3: :tmnt4:
:iconamyanime:
You're very welcome!! :iconimhappyplz:

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A true interaction between my Dad and my youngest brother, Chris (4 yrs old).

Chris: Dad?
Dad: *watching baseball* What?
C: I need help.
D: With what?
C: I can't fit this skittle in my ear.

GOD DAMMIT CHRIS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :lmao:
:iconamyanime:
Just putting this up so Cierra can find you...:iconthepurplebaka:

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A true interaction between my Dad and my youngest brother, Chris (4 yrs old).

Chris: Dad?
Dad: *watching baseball* What?
C: I need help.
D: With what?
C: I can't fit this skittle in my ear.

GOD DAMMIT CHRIS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :lmao:
:iconsuka-chan13:
Hay dude I just noticed something about Jazz's animated version. Look at his belly
:iconnene203:
thank you so much for all the faves, comments and watch (: <3

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~DMR-ELK :heart:

And I know that it's so cliché to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on~
:iconamyanime:
You're very welcome. It's much deserved. :D

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A true interaction between my Dad and my youngest brother, Chris (4 yrs old).

Chris: Dad?
Dad: *watching baseball* What?
C: I need help.
D: With what?
C: I can't fit this skittle in my ear.

GOD DAMMIT CHRIS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :lmao:

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